behind the smiles hid the frowns.

i dunno wad choice ilham has made.
i dunno wad choice i had made him make.
i dunno wad choice i've done.
i simply dunno.
blahs.

mochi has given birth to 4 lil' mochis. 4 additions to the family. =D but i think they're abit disgustin coz they're furless. eww. they're oso 'flip-floppin'. damn eww.

lost one heart. n hell i have completely no idea where it dropped. maybe it's destined tat i cant receive anything tat has any 'heart' on it. hah. bad start. maybe everything will end when the second one falls.

mr cunsheng once told mi there'll be two MAJOR DOWNS in my life. think one is done. the second one maybe coming.

blahs. maybe u should find someone who treats u better. someone who wun mistreat u. someone who will bring u good luck n fortune. maybe u're gettin tired of this. maybe i'll end up like sis. blahs.

blahs. eit's tml. n i have not finish studyin. wth. i'm so dead.

saw kimliang n goldwin yest. wow. they're colleagues. wow wow. such a coincidence.

i cant concentrate wif u around. u're my distraction.

hugged my pikachu to sleep last nite. i missed the person who bought it for mi. really miss tat person. missed those times we had together. missed those outings together. missed talking to u. my hippo. another toy bought for mi when i was in the hospital. blahs.

thoughts tat he will pop by my house n give mi a surprise. nahs. i'm juz dreamin. i dun deserve it. he deserves someone better.

these frequent headaches tat hit mi like nobody's business.

think wadeva u wan.